You see, living with a chronic illness means you are sick more often than you're not.
You endure some form of dull aching, sharp shooting, stabbing, burning or searing pain, crippling fatigue, unpleasant prescription medicine side effects, joint, organ, muscle and soft tissue involvement, loss of hair, eyesight, hearing, cognitive function, or some other infliction as a result of a chronic illness on a pretty regular basis.
*taking a deep breath*
(That was a massive run-on sentence...my apologies)
The list can actually be, and sometimes seem, endless.
So, when you get that one day (or a few if you're fortunate) where you can do everything you haven't been able to do in a long time, it's like you've...
oh, I don't know...
WON THE LOTTERY!!!
And you run around like a mad person, maybe not on a shopping spree to get that Maybach you always wanted,
but catching up on household chores,
getting outside to enjoy the weather (whatever it may be),
waving, smiling, and chatting like a Magpie on Speed to whomever crosses your path,
and all because today you have a reprieve from your usual aches and pains and you feel...
ALIVE!!!
With this song, I hope to have helped to convey that feeling.
Speaking for myself,
I can assure you that when I get a good day or days, I keep my composure, put my shoulders back, hold my head up high, pull my belly-button into my spine and step outside.
Keeping my private desire to chase squirrels all over the yard to myself
and calmly carry on with my day as...
If I Were Healthy!
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